The Cycle of Stress

Originally published at Angels Dust. You can comment here or there.

For those that actually read what I write, I am still here. I just havn't had anything interesting to write about lately, at least nothing that I want to look back at ten years down the road and remember, but I'm hoping once I start typing, I will think of something note-worthy.

Where do I start? I've had so much on my mind lately, this website layout has been bugging me. Sometimes I feel like wiping everything out and starting from scratch again, but that would just require more time in front of the computer so I will leave it alone for now and let it bug me.

Money has been real tight, mainly because I've needed to buy Spring clothes for myself. I knew I probably couldn't hide under hoodies and baggy t-shirts forever and with the weather starting to get warmer and warmer, I just can't squeeze myself into anything from last year. I guess that attests to how much weight I really have gained over the years.

My stress makes me eat, and my eating makes me stressed, I have to buy new clothes for myself, which makes me broke, which makes me stressed. I feel stuck in a major rut right now. I know I will get through it, but until then, I just feel like crawling into a hole and sleeping for a few months.